So this is what happens.
I have ideas, my thoughts scatter, I write nothing.
Next day, maybe I have thoughts, maybe I’m tired, I write nothing.
Then I’m busy, then maybe crabby, then maybe with the ideas; but: nothing.
This is how it goes for blogging, but it could be anything: The following days are some combination of plans, fatigue, and moodiness, mixed in with active avoidance of the thing I’ve been avoiding, thus creating anxiety about both the thing and the avoiding of the thing.
Nothing nothing (I should be doing something) nothing (something!) nothing (do it now!) nothing nothing nothing.
Oh, fuck it, I gotta do something, just to get over the not-doing-anything.
So, yes, substantively a bullshit blog entry, but as a tactic, it should get me movin’ again.